Meanie

finale.

2008-12-06T20:47:00.002+08:00

Heyz.

When the new one is not good enough,
You seek the old.

-g'bye ilikedurians.
I dont think I will miss any posts i've dropped here.

hi weird.

2008-12-04T21:36:00.004+08:00

Hi world.

I found out learning Japanese from Xuexun is fun. I found out Yuherng and Hui Min are v good at electronics. Haha, Future engineers. Read the tag, I am poor at soldering. Hahaha. I can never be an engineer. Thank god, being an engineer is not my ambition.

Good luck to me. Last day in camp.
Then I'll move on to do homework, plan comm meeting + 6A Chalet! <3
Reading archives is v fun! :D Meeting Jinghui @ Singapore Poly too -_-

Just so you know, it sucks to be on the side with so much to guess.

bluesz

2008-12-02T20:02:00.003+08:00

Heyz! Holidayz is soon gonna be gone.
Last two weeks is crash homework week. Next week will be most fun with chalet <3 style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;">Looks are damn deceiving O: And Xuexun plx get well sooon. I hope this wishing somehow appear in your dream one night before friday. Solo-ing is not fun! -.-

someone crash homework with me plx!
& thanks to people who have helped in shifting today! :D

Hahhaah Janey! The camp was nubbad! Got better today. Tmrw I am going to suppress my fear and screams while i do some wiring fixing thingy? (solderinggggg? LOL.)

CLAR HUBBY.! Hahhah Misss you and cherise'sss fun in class.!! Hongkong must be real fun for you! :D

typical.

2008-11-30T01:44:00.003+08:00

Saturdays, are saturday. Quite eventful?

1. Sitex @ expo.
-Met with Zenn. Join the rest, about ten of us?
-Saw friend working there. HAOYI @ ACER. LOL. :D Cute k!

2. Auntie's house @ bedok.
Hahha. Had my typical day of gaying around with kids. They learnt how to camwhore with my handphone on their own. I salute to them man. Lol.

3. Met sinpong to pass him the jaychou's cd @ bedok.
Cassy! See lah! Never meet me >:/

4.Reached home @ about 11? Played dota with guojun cus sarah pungseh. My brother was controlling 9/10 of the time. Oh well. I am not made for dota. Kick it.

5. JANE IS STARTING TO BE SCARED OF CATS :D
This is weird. Cus i am happy. Hahahha! Someone is turning like me -.-

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Anyway I am going to book the 6A chalet. Can't wait to catch up with girlfriends, buddy, hot punk and many many moreeeeee <3 style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">

Quiz! before sleep. (pictures next time.)

1. Do you have secrets?
Nah. Not really. Nothing to hide anyway.

2. Would you fall in love with someone younger than you?
Hahha Only guy from the same year/older. I am conservative. (bullshit.) Lolol. Too early to say uh?

3. Do you enjoy going to sch?
Yeah. Sometimes.

4. Wat would u do with a million dollars?
Build my dream house. Renew closet. Save up for future. And perhaps, donate to build orphanageeee in other countries. :D

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
Nope. Besties are girls.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Both can be quite a torture at times. I prefer the former though, cus being in love sometimes feels quite v sweet. (though it's momentarily short.)

7. Who do you idolise?
Not a crazy fan.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Move on with life. Damn stupid.

9.Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
YES. :D

10. Do you have any regrets?
Yes.

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
Unimaginable. Someone can help me picture this instead. -_-

12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
FF. (fam+frenz.)

13. What kind of the person do you think the person tagged you is?
Haah I ripped this of Jiayu's blog. Think she's the kind of mature and good housewife!

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
Married but poor. We can work a way out of this. Haha. How poor can we get anyway.

15. What is your favourite colour?
I like to see blue, wear red(watch&wallet&hairband&phone), fancy almost every other bright colours!

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
I guess.

17. What would you do if someone whom you hate ask for your forgiveness?
Eh, Forgive but wont forget? -.- AIYAH. I seldom hate people anyway. Usually just neutral/gossipy about it. (sry, cant kick off that habit)

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
Dont know.

19. Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
Dont know.

truth subjected to individuals

2008-11-28T16:57:00.006+08:00

how true can a 'truth', which is subjective, be?
sometimes, I think truestories are bullshit.
but well, after all the crapzx, the most important thing is where you place your trust in. because that's the thing that counts.

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Sitex + John little tmrw! V happy! And jingwen's house too!

2008-11-28T09:57:00.004+08:00

I am early today.

I have new resolutions. Going to do maths holiday homework today + periodic table ws -.- I am also going to sleep at 12 today!

My plan worked out yesterday. My study session turned into a slacking date with jiayu+jianming at a cafe in the library. We basically chitchat like some gossipmongerrs. :D I wonder if things will ever turn out this fun without them. I love my primary school classmatessss and I miss cheryl! Hahah.

(more @ facebook)

+ Mind's cafe seems tooooo never come. Now that cassy is in chalet, I am going to have a camp, janey is busy moving stuffs back to old campus. 3L can't have an outing alrdy. + 2D chalet no one planningggggggg ):

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Hahha, back from overseasssss =)

collide

2008-11-26T00:14:00.004+08:00

YESTERDAY WAS SOMEONE'S BIRTHDAY!

& I got to eat some egg-y high cholesterol sakae buffet to celebrate my fellow uncle birthday! Well, it was fun @ airport! Omg I love days like this. We just play, celebrate, enjoy good music and heck care about homework. (+ I wanna thanks janey many many. I love you! After so much of missing her, i meet her! :D )

iSketch time! :D

LOVE TODAY

2008-11-24T22:09:00.003+08:00

HELLO WORLD.

For some reasons I am v happy today!

1. I got to rewatch madagascar with mae. It's exciting cus I got a chance to see her in shades + spiked hair + tie. It's so rare, and I couldn't recognise her at first okay!!

2. Kallang bowl is a nice place to bowl! I beat my high score two times. So now my best bowling score is 83!!!!

3. At the arcade, Mae and I got one extra free chip out of no where! How lucky can we get! :D

4. I got to shop @ pasamalam with crazy sarah. We bought same watch and necklace! V couple-ish -.- But yes, Pasa Malam has the best deal! I hope there can always be one pasamalam every month ): It's going to be gone next week. I wanna get a shade + some shirts (:

5. I am going BU FEI tomorrow! Tmrw is going to be v v v good cus someone is going to become lao ah pek!

6. I failed terribly funny @ karaoke party. LOL Was spending half the time laughing at myself.

7. Yuherng just told me that Gala dinner for F1 is next month. Kimi in tuxedo <3! LOVE LEH.

8. Collide is a freaking nice song!!!!!!!!!!!

OH YAY. I am happy! V happy! :D

There's one bad thing about today though, i spent 30$ of my allowance alrdy O_O Oh no right! )):

/add-on

Tagged by jiayu! (since I am quite bored now)

Quiz Time!
Rules & Regulations :
#01 - Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
#02 - At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
#03 - People who get tagged need to write a post of their own 10 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
#04 - No tags back!

1)I love my red wallet which is bigger than your palm. (other people dont think it's nice D: )
2)When there's no one at home, I leave the toilet door open when i use it. It's a habit from young o_o
3)I feel happy listening to supposedly sad-sounding songs? -.-
4)I used to believe that cheena tea can help you kill all the oil. I can drink up to one pot of tea all by myself last time. Well. -.- damn stupid cus when i drink that, i eat more.
5)When I like smth, I go crazy over it for awhile. Example. If i like a song, I loop it for days until I get sian of it -.-
6)I viewed a couple of videos about pregnant women on youtube recently. LOL quintet gives you scarily big tummy! o_o
7)I actually like my messy hair -.- (dont know if this is weird, cus i am running out of idea-.-)

EH I cant think of anything else. Sian of this quiz alrdy. Maybe I'm not that weird afterall. -.- (yay?)

exciting auntie stuffs!

2008-11-23T21:44:00.003+08:00

After all, I think it's quite fun being auntie-like. It's so Shi Min-ish.
I've got a red big purse that's bigger than your palm! :D

best bridge

2008-11-23T00:16:00.000+08:00

This is damn fascinating.
My bridge has reached a whole new level. I won the match when i stupidly called myself as partner. (Ace of Spade was default ): ) Then i just pwned with about seven hearts. No trumph is very very fun. So, next time if you wanna play bridge on viwawa, search coolkidzx or msn symphonized@hotmail.com.

LOL OMG I AM SUCH AN ASS.
IGNORE ME. IT'S PURE LUCK. BUT IT'S OMG?!
I have to go before i start getting cocky over this lucky thing. -.-

2008-11-22T11:27:00.000+08:00

HEYZ ALL. IMMA BACK FROM CHALET. LOL.

(good news is janey is back too, but bad news is phone's spoilt -.-)

Well, pictures talk better.

It was sticky, hard and rough.
It was fun. :D
But I had to shampoo it three times to get rid of it ):

MY LOVE FOR BRIDGE IS BACK BACK BACK.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HENGGUANG. (for ytd) =D

2008-11-14T22:16:00.000+08:00

(missing blogstuffs when i try to add more stuffs to this post. nvm -.-)

Song List. (If you have any, plx msn me or smth to send me :D)
Wherever You Will Go - The Calling
The Time of My Life - David Cook
Whatever it takes - Lifehouse
24 Love Story Affairs - Faber Drive
Wait for You - Elliot Yamin
Nothing's gonna change my love - Westlife
When a woman loves a man - westlife

2008-11-13T15:06:00.000+08:00

raise your eq,
know your limits.

2008-11-11T13:45:00.001+08:00

+ Janey is flying today ),:

Review check 1.

2008-11-06T23:47:00.000+08:00

heyz. well.

It's 6th Nov alrdy. I am going to have a comm meeting in 14 hours time? Lol. Rough gauge. (You know my maths can't make it.)

This is the start of holidaysz. Filled with work from cca(video+ comm stuffs). Therefore i am going to miss a trip to hongkong/shenzhen/zhuhai cus of chalet. But i guess it must be worth it! I rlly hope there's a good turnout then and we'll all have fun. I am going to miss the outing to biennale with sarah as planned tomorrow. I am going to cause friends like angeline to have troubles planning a movie date @ her house in one afternoon before su flies off. I am might be busy next tuesday and disappoint cassy and all for not being able to make it for mind's cafe outing.

I am such a lousy friend/family member. -_- Maybe I can do smth better by spicing up my brother's upcoming birthday. Lol Anyways, I hope people will appreciate. Hope chalet would be a breakthrough, and not just like any other past chalets (not saying they are not good-.-). Really looking forward to chalet w0rhxxx :D

If I wanna do a review of 2008, Hmm.

Studies is rather acceptable? Though i've deproved, (credits to maths -.-) i think they're still acceptable. I shall start planning do start my holidays homework next week. It' gonna be busy. I have to make time. *reminderrrrr.

Family is still pretty much the same as last time. Not really close and all. But it's really hard to take the first step. Like communication has been lacking quite abit, probably cus of our personality differences. (even after years, it's hard to change!) I still love my mom much for making naggy calls and smses to remind me about stuffs. It's her way of concern i guess, her language of love. I just dislike it when she makes blatant and untrue remarks about things. She's someone who thinks expired products are edible, eating abit of melamine is alright. I do quarrel with her over such issue but yeah, it feels right for her to be that way. (; I also think my daddy is good, though when he flares up, he's irrational, he would pick me up from auntie's hse whenever i drop-by there for a visit after a tiring day of work. (heee ;d) my brother just turned into some cold body who doesn't speak as much alrdy. all he does is laugh through the computer screen while he ignores my cranky voice. Lol. My mom said he's learning and turning to be like me. Oh well. -_- Now then i realise. (!)

3L is cool. 2D mahjong peeeps + gang is even cooler =D Like after a year, we're still close as before. I rlly like how we can go kuku over random stuffs and laugh @ stupid stuffs tgt. 6A is awesome. Outing soon eh?

CCA has taught me much. Much about how to deal with things, people and all. I havent perfected it at all. Sad to say, I think i still err. Cus' I am so blunt. -__- It's a challenge every session. I have one big big big wish. Hahha. You can try to guess it. I just hope everyone can be happy and do the right thing at the same time. Turn obligations into something not. It's the most arduous path so far, i don't regret it. Lol

I seeked some adventures taking photos too. Hmm, I like.! :D It's awkward trying to thicken your skin while you try to take picture of someone. But, the end product and all just help me think it's worth. Very worth. Though I think I d'wan to be commercialised$_$, meaning work for money (not good enough), I hope I can continually do things with it. (some small interests of mine)

I hope to be smth that has gotta do with children. I love them. Gynae, pedaetrician? Maybe social worker? Lolol. Aiyah maybe end up be some office lady, do marketting stuffs. Or, pursue the impossible and try a pilot still. (i need much faith to fulfill that adventurous aspiration of mine-.-) syfc application is open alrdy, but should i go try for fun so i won't regret seen i had my eyes on it since year1? -_-

I suck @ love matters (; Too childish for it. So don't speak a word about it.

Alllll in alllll,
I shall sleep early tday so i can be punctual tmrw. I shall plan holiday stuffs. I'll let comm stuffs flow normally tmrw. ( this is what a shimin-read only post. -.- )

distance won't be able to erase anything.

2008-11-03T00:42:00.000+08:00

heyz. holidays is up. & i spent the day right after wednesday watching coffin. Don't watch plx D: It's like a waste of money. I screamed like crazy. Hahahah :D That's the most fun part I guess. -_-

Picturesss another day :D
& A wonderful love song.

(translation)
I know that I won't forget you
And I know that this goodbye will hurt
Distance won't be able to
erase the dreams, or what we felt
What we cried, so many memories
And if one day you want to come back
Here, I'll be waiting for you
Distance won't be able to
erase the dreams, or what we felt
What we cried, so many memories

I love you, cario*
And I'll never forget you
Even if time passes
My love for you won't change
And nobody will love you like I
I love you, carino
And I'll never forget you
Even if time passes
My love for you won't change
And nobody will love you like I
Goodbye, because I won't see you again
And thank you, for the love and for the past
What a shame that everything had to end
Because I love you...
But destiny has sent us
on two different roads

I love you, cario*
And I'll never forget you
Even if time passes
My love for you won't change
And nobody will love you like I
I love you, carino
And I'll never forget you
Even if time passes
My love for you won't change
And nobody will love you like I love you

Well, I really wonder what's with people. It's only the case that someone will finally cave in once the other one gives up.

+ Nick better be good @ ngee ann poly. Else I will waste away my tuesday ):
What a week ahead! Tmrw is freeeeee :D

catching lightnings

2008-10-25T16:30:00.000+08:00

Love You Lately by danial powter is a sweet song! :D

Jane's + My Pashmina!

Almost Candid <3>

Oh Well! I am getting real bored. -_-
/ Watched HSM3 with Binny Janey and Yh! :D
It's damn cool cus we laughed at all the romance(?) stuffs in the movie & Bin is such a joy. Referring to the way she laughs (:

I like "Can I have this dance" + finally, I realise smth. RYAN SO CUTE. LOL

Starting to like facebook?

2008-10-23T18:04:00.000+08:00

Heyz. My rush hours have sort of started with the end of eoys.

Well, I have been reaching home late @ nine plus or even ten plus. Then I will jump into my cosy bed right away to sleep till the next morning. It's really tiring T_T

However, I managed to spend my time meaningfully.! Hmm, I coached a Pri3 boy(ZhiYuan <3) for maths and science :D & I celebrated birthday along with cheryl+jiayu+vs guys ytd for myo. It's sort of a meetup for jiayu cheryl and I. <3 Love talking to them about diff stuffs in our school. And we usually have common thoughts abt who's gay and who's not! Lol Right cheryl? :D

Leadership Camp in school is boring. But Coach Carter is a nice movie. I hope there's more time to bitch and have fun with janey. Aww. She's gonna have tons of choir. And I wanna go out with SarahK too! Then if possible Can go Kbox with huimin+tj (hints @ huimin).

Lolol Much much fun. And Photomarathon was sort of challenging. I might take part again. I need a canon printer LOL. (jking) I shall upload the picturesz soooon :D

WHO WANTS NIGHT IN RODANTHE? :D
WHO WANTS IF I WERE A SUPERMAN? Hhahahah.
Why people interested in 20th century boyz/eagle eye instead?

Think I watching HSM 3 soon! =D
(gotta go off to bedok for my lastttt scienceee coaching for that lil'boy.! cyaaa!)

I LOVE JAYZ!!

The Classic

2008-10-16T13:07:00.000+08:00

It's something I will never be sick of.
It's the second time I've watched it.
It's the same feeling about it all from the start till now.

I really love 'The Classic'. If you think love actually is the best, I think The Classic is ten times better. Love actually is also on my top list though -.-
You wont understand!

http://www.crunchyroll.com/media-4501/The-Classic-Movie-Part-1.html

Guppy Lim. If you see this, please consider to sell me the disc that you had lent me a few years back. I cant find it in store anymore ):

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Class chalet is over and had quite abit of fun. I slpt quite alot too :x
Hmm I love mahjong sessions at boony hse. It's the besttt! :D
I am so into the movie, I am lazy about alot of details about the bbq and games. You needn't know anyway!
If it's good, it will be kept in the hearts of people right? Lol. Kidding.

happy

2008-10-12T14:10:00.001+08:00

KIMI GOT THIRD IN JAPAN GRAND PRIX :D

HELLO WORSHIPZ. hahahah

& JANE GOT GOOD NEWS! :D

Yay Today is a good day. Everything except chem.

One mole of happy news to counter one million moles of 'doesnt-make-sense' thingy from chemistry revision.

2008-10-11T08:57:00.000+08:00

Hihi. I just got a couple of good love songs. My earsssss are so nourished and rich in nutrition now :D Well, try new soul, lost in your eyes and take me away too!

Hmm, they're coming to studyz later.! Cyaaaaz

}Taggyz

Hi binny! You must jiayou also! :D 2 more only!
Jiayouz Yk! You can do it! Hahaa, + it's cus the durian season is overrrr! D:
Hi Clarieyz! I love you as much! Just stop abusing me in school -.-
Janey I was jking mah! xD

Good food

2008-10-09T19:07:00.000+08:00

Hello All!

Biology paper is overrrrr! 2/3 science is gone. Things will be smooth and soon, it will be class chalet! :D Yay!

Anyways, after biology today. Hui Min and I wanted to grab a bite over @ east point to celebrate end of bio! Lol, just kidding. We wanted to have a good break after excessive mugging lah. So, we uncovered a heaven called Eighteen Chefs (Love!)

I ordered delicious soup of the day with carrots! (Yum) & also baked pasta in creamy sauce which is super cheesy! I tell you it's definitely worth the money. I paid $6.40 for that main course and I get ice lemon tea and ice cream too! I left the place with a wideee smile i tell you! I am going back there again. It's too good to resist.

The service there is super good too. As the workers in the kitchen are super busy, they forgot to serve us. In the end, we had to wait for a uber long time for our main course to arrive. We spent time talking so it's kay. Cus' of their negligence we got another free cup of ice lemon tea and cool ice cream with hot brownies (Love love love!) Omg. I feel so bad getting so much free things i dont deserve -.- . But it goes to show that 18 chef is rlly good (:

Taking What?

The Free brownie + Icecream T____T

VISIT EIGHTEEN CHEF LAH

I wasted time after that. I went to popular in hope of getting the long desired Jay Chou's album. But it's not available yettttt T_____T Nevermind, 15th Oct. I will wait :D

I feel like eating pork ribs! Cafe Cartel

Not forgetting to mention! I love weddings.

Lastly. Janey is shy!

And Auntie too.! :D

starrrrrrr

2008-10-08T15:47:00.000+08:00

physics was okay! miracle! :D

Half the battle overrrrrrr! (I dare not use the word won-.-)

Anyways, jiayou for bio!

{What a cold weather perfect for afternoon nap, buttttt i hafta mug. -.-

"cus you're my star"
thankz for being my motivation mom!

JAY-FACTOR

2008-10-06T17:01:00.000+08:00

I have a few happy things to share today!

1. Geography paper is over! Imagine one heavy load being off your shoulders. No matter how I am going fare about the paper, I guess I will accept it cus it's over alrdy. Now's the battle for Maths1.

2. I had a nap! Refresh after the recharge. Ready to go! :D I will not back down. Mr Maths 1 here i come -.-

3. I'VE GOTTEN JAY CHOU CUBE!! :D It's so small and cute! Omg I cant resist! (= I shall learn layer 2 & 3 soon. Just for Jay! =D

(miserable @ best is loveeeee!)

& today i watched c'news asia. -.- unexpected some would say! I was so amused when Palin took out a flute and played it jokingly. A serious vying for presidentials turned into a comedy? -.- I would go for Obama. He makes much more sense. When the opposition starts to 'shoot' thingozz @ obama personally, he mentioned smth like. The opposition only resort to personal attack on him cus they have ran out of ideas and things to share about the country. Something like that (:

You're trying your hardest
And the hardest part is letting go

WATCH FROM 2 Minutes onwards if you're rushing for time. (2.59 is the climax :D) U2 is undeniably good?!

HAPPY

2008-10-03T18:25:00.005+08:00

LA CLEARED

seven more to go

Ahahha, hmm freedom
on wednesday <3

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and yeah, i have this new skin. and a tagboard again -.- goodness. i suck @ html codings alrdy, forgot alot of shit. therefore if you happen to look @ the codings, dont laugh. it's smth i edited from someone else anyways :x

geography here i come!

( p.s. if you happen to be here awhile ago and you question why my blog was locked. here's answer, i screwed up my previous template, therefore i locked it. :D cyaaaaaz peep)

the k-factor.

2008-10-02T21:14:00.000+08:00

i've coined the j-factor. now, we're down to the time with the killing factor.
"you taught me how to feel,

k-factorrrr! ):

you give me taste of bland sweetness,
Tomorrow, tomorrow and tomorrow.
Are filled with many, numerous, uncountable tests.
you got me up and thinking."
But I am going to survive the trial! :D

JIAYOUZ ALL.

(you better off the ie/mozilla screen after you see if it's before the period exams end(: )

and i had learnt about bitter sweetness too.

We're talking about J-factor.

2008-09-23T00:16:00.000+08:00

对这个世界如果你有太多的抱怨

跌倒了就不敢继续往前走

为什么人要这么的脆弱堕落

请你打开电视看看

多少人为生命在努力勇敢的走下去

我们是不是该知足

珍惜一切就算没有拥有

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡随着稻香河流继续奔跑

微微笑小时候的梦我知道

不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑乡间的歌谣永远的依KAO

回家吧回到最初的美好

不要这么容易就想放弃就像我说的

追不到的梦想换个梦不就得了

为自己的人生鲜艳上色先把爱涂上喜欢的颜色

笑一个吧功成名就不是目的

让自己快乐快乐这才叫做意义

童年的纸飞机现在终于飞回我手里

所谓的那快乐赤脚在田里追蜻蜓追到累了

偷摘水果被蜜蜂给叮到怕了谁在偷笑呢

我靠着稻草人吹着风唱着歌睡着了

哦哦午后吉它在虫鸣中更清脆

哦哦阳光洒在路上就不怕心碎

珍惜一切就算没有拥有

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡随着稻香河流继续奔跑

<3>

Never Shout Never

2008-09-15T21:06:00.000+08:00

Of both extremes i choose not, I am now a mere 'in-between'.

The Moon today looks nice. This picture does no justice ): the little blue dot is like a dirt on the lens, but it's like a little 'planet' thingy beside the moon. Sheesh.

Oh Yeah, You know Hong Lim Park right?

It was about some transport stuffs. I was there for.........

(I look constipated urghz)

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You say we're both little people and you like it that way
But in time I'm gunna put this body to shame (and grow old)
Where a suit like my old man
Pack up all my things and get my tail out of town

We've got it good
Whether you like this town or not
I know it's small but with a big head
it's bound to get hot
In the summer
But the summer is a bummer
If you can't leave
This pathetic excuse for a town

That holds all your memories
A lifetime of crushes and your broken dreams
To be anywhere but here
But baby anywhere is away from me

If you got it all figured out
Then what is there to shout about
This midwest town is gunna miss you
Just go ahead and work it out
But first come on and let it out
Scream it shout tell everbody how your gunna leave

In about one year you'll have it all figured out
These big city dream are what you're about
Walking like stangers among these states
Only time will tell how long I can wait

We've got it good
Whether you like this town or not
I know it's small but with a big head
it's bound to get hot
In the summer
But the summer is a bummer
If you can't leave
This pathetic excuse for a town

That holds all your memories
A lifetime of crushes and your broken dreams
To be anywhere but here
But baby anywhere is away from me

If you got it all figured out
Then what is there to shout about
This midwest town is gunna miss you
Just go ahead and work it out
But first come on and let it out
Scream it shout tell everbody how your gunna leave

Me again oh so casually
Did you take the hit for me or the home team

If you got it all figured out
Then what is there to shout about
This midwest town is gunna miss you

:D It's a nice song.
Anyways, OFFICIALLY HIATUS. (:

big city dreams

2008-09-14T17:16:00.000+08:00

i learnt about singapore transport system.

hmm, it's through an interesting trip to Hong Lim Park.
Oh Yeah, Off to a wedding dinner now.

Life's getting more interesting but less productive.
So how do i gauge if I have lived the seconds meaningfully?!

EOYS IS SOOOOO NEAR. -.- I shall try to like study, and revise next week hopefully. I have so much to catch up, i am lagging shit. someone, please share bio knowledge with me T___________T
Mooncake is delicious. But Mooncakes ARE horrendous T_______T I are feeling nauseous now.

2008-09-11T21:42:00.000+08:00

hello i just survived a sleepy and boring week (;

things have been better after competition.

just wanna leave smth behind,
to let me feel better (to now contain it within me)

you seem to always think i've done you wrong huh?

oh, how pointless and shallow i am to mention that, but i cant bottle it up.!

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someone with song by never shout never, share plx :D

mooncake festie is compulsory therefore i cant go back to fsps, sry dudes T______T
i will make it up somewhat alrights! (;

This blog is damn meaningless nowadays. I only blog when i feel the urge to. And the urge is usually when i am agitated, rash, emo, irritated or just plain bored to the max. maybe i should label them with the negative stuffs. -_-

my blog does not equate to my life.
if you realise, i havent blogged about much merry stuffs, not like i havent been through any of them these days (;

chain mail #1

2008-09-03T00:03:00.000+08:00

'Be kinder than necessary because everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle.'

If I want my dreams to come true, I mustn't oversleep.
Of all the things I wear, my expression is the most important.
The happiness of my life depends on the quality of my thoughts.
The heaviest thing I can carry is a grudge.
One thing I can give and still keep...is my word.
I lie the loudest when I lie to myself.
If I lack the courage to start, I have already finished.
One thing I can't recycle is wasted time.
Ideas won't work unless ' I ' do.
My mind is like a parachute...it functions only when open.
The pursuit of happiness is the chase of a lifetime! It is never too late to become what I might have been.
Believe everything happens for a reason. If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands. If it changes your life, let it.
Nobody said life would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it.

Sometimes we get so busy with our own lives and problems... Sometimes we are so caught up in who's right and who's wrong that we forget what's right and wrong.

A letter to the man who's trying to stay.

2008-09-02T23:42:00.000+08:00

someone taught me about faith today.
someone showed me what's lasting, determined true love.
someone proved me that love overrides all.

today is a good day.
people might have failed. it's human nature to err. so that's nothing wrong.
conflicts exist. As time pass, people learn how to spell r-e-s-o-l-v-e.

A sorry ain't that hard to say. It can go a long way, a really long one.
Be it, some things like trust might be irreversible, faith stays on.
I have faith, faith to believe that things will work out fine once again.
I will try to forget the bad, cus' it's better for both you and me.

(even if faith is gone, someone else coined another word called 'hope', we just dont have any reason to give up)

hey dude,

you've showed me much today. i hope you can be a man who can't be moved. i think that's enough for now. (:

Shi Min

my one and only santa

2008-08-31T23:22:00.001+08:00

damn, i screwed it again.
lesssser?

& be careful of what you say, they have mighty ability to transform into smth much greater than mere purpose of words and speech. i've learnt abit more, but not enough.

thanks friends. thanks santa claus. thanks for the lesson.

live high, live mighty, live righteously.
jason mraz, you have to teach me! Lol.

resonance of.....

2008-08-31T20:11:00.000+08:00

This is why! :D
I LIKE ZHANGXIN LEH.

the man who cant be moved.

2008-08-31T18:18:00.001+08:00

"Got some words on cardboard got your picture in my hand,
Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am,
Some try to hand me money they don't understand,
I'm not... broke I'm just a broken hearted man,
I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do,
How can I move on when I've been in love with you...

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'd come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street."

Policeman says son you can't stay here,
I said there's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year,
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows,

some days of fun

2008-08-31T16:18:00.000+08:00

it sounds like a fun idea, to do selective blogging right?
Like, you just blog the happier stuffs and leave out the rest to be dumped somewhere else.

It's a hard thing, cus' the dump overflows.

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(somethings are left better, unsaid.)
Oh, I have a life (:

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Let's talk about awhile ago.

The day before teacher's day was a date with fair cassy :D
We bought stuffs. Met people. It was cool kay! Plussss Ajisen is damn good.
Blur cassy almost walked into the gents.!

messy w0rhx.

zilian w0rhx.

tired w0rhx.
Laptop and heavy bags killed us. However, our spirits were still fairly high. We camwhored and neoprinted! (;

spastic w0rhx.

Teachers' day this year, was abit different. Cassy, Cherise and I sang in the staffroom. LOL :D I know you guys havent tried. But it's damn cool. Only with crazy people like cass and cher, then you will get to sing in front of sau, shishi and a couple of others!

sau <3

ek, the one who claims that i have ugly fringe. lol

3L :D

Justie received zinc present :D
Oh, and today is his birthday!
Happy birthday JustieT, my lurbedurvey jie mei! <3

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Then, met up with p.sch mates! It was a new experience! There was a TV crew. They approached us and filmed us as we wished Mr Konggggg, a superb tcher's day! We had a mini lesson with kong. It's a time, to misssss the days.
kong (;

3 of us :D

6A05

Settler's cafe is damn gooood <3

<3 Cheryl

I can't appreciate chinese dance for nuts ):
But I was really happy to meet clarie and cheriseeeeee! :D
Eric&JM came also. So along with jiayu and a few others, we went to subway after the concert. It was good time with 6A. Sheeesh.

lol my ugly character

lol he got a free piercing! :x

Comex was good. Went with Hui, Zenn and TJ. Met Mervin, Sean and Packston. LOL. (if you get what i mean) Lol. Oh Yeah. Then went to watch electrico perform @ clarke quay area for about 5 mins. They aren't as bad as most think they are D:

zenn& crowd :d

(the drummer's standing)

Ate @ somewhere near esplanade with the gang.! It's the first time, I don't feel safe as three peoplez walk me home. It's like, insane people waving sg flag as they walk.

I shall go home earlier alrdy.
It's been a tired week. Tada,

Continuing to rest, to go a longer way ;)

love you all much

2008-08-26T01:22:00.001+08:00

Yay :D For the first time, I read chain mail after sooooo long. And it's from Loh.!

Friends out there, I careee
:D

Anyways friday going to watch concert (rejoice, i are meeting clar and cherise!) and jianming is going w0w me and electrify me with his charming coat. I am looking forward leh!

It has been a good weekend with Movie.
I wanna go Jolene's Chalet ):

Friends make so much sense now :}

THURSDAY IS SHOPPING <3

Till then, I will still not be stress-free. -.-

Choices

2008-08-25T19:39:00.000+08:00

“When it snows, you have two choices: shovel or make snow angels”

Yeah. I believe, problems are there to show if you're weaker or not. If you win over it, you've proven yourself to be greater.

Problem sinks in, you emerge as a hero if you go into solving/doing it.
Problem sinks in, you emerge as a loser if you just complain and complain.

Attitude (over) preference
Attitude is choice.
Attitude is drive.
Attitude is motivation.

Dont you get it?

I might have failed, a zillion times in life thus far. I think I've emerged as a loser and failure. But hopefully this time, it'll be different.

From now on,
Monday, 23rd Aug 2008, 7.45 pm.
Shi Min Aims to be complain-free.

I just regretted a complain. It might be a vent for me, but it might form as a burden and stress for someone else.

How'd I realise that?
- Because I saw such happening from out of the frame.

zilian

2008-08-21T21:10:00.000+08:00

(blink, LOL)
sometimes i wonder, if i am overly dumb to be so blunt.

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i am not emotional, just reflective.

just ask jane/cas/huimin how i high i was in school.

singing incywincyspider song, freaking jane out @ the door, amazing huimin with my continuous scary laughter.

school is good without work :d

Go justin's blog. it's damn hilarious w0rhx! :d
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RICH SHIMIN IS HAPPY SHIMIN.
my daddy just gave me 50$ :D

:D:D:D:D:D:D::D:D:D:D

Off to physics!

seeking some shelter, seeking some warmth

2008-08-18T01:58:00.000+08:00

(for people who cares)

why rely on others, when we have the choice to make a difference?
why put our happiness in others hands?

no, i am not trying to say that we should not be happy cause of others. but in need of times, we should not let others affect ourselves. it's different, right?

in times of need, we need a sense of belonging, we create a home.
in times of need, we need some attention and concern, we have a family.
in times of need, we need some activity to occupy us, we kill time.

does that mean that when we are not in need of time, we dont need the sense of belonging, attention, concern or activity anymore, we abandon our home and family?

if you understand what i am trying to say right here, i just hope you will not feel bad about it when things are starting to change. because i am sure, some people inside remains the same.

they will still be there when you crumble and fall.
they will still be there to hear your cry/complain/grumbles.
they will not leave you out, just because you feel bad about the whole thing.

while you're trying to seek some happiness innit, we are too.
if your strong and passionate desire just moved you, to motivate you to leave us.
you're not wrong, we'll support you and not stop you by any means.
if you leave because you see no point in us,
you're not wrong, maybe we have failed you in many ways.

however, if the sky falls. i think i will still be right here.
here to turn stronger as my roots extend further in the ground.
here to turn bigger, so i can shelter people i care.
here to turn more tolerant so i fit to you, my friend, as perfectly as we can come together.

if i fail in between, (hahah, let's not assume this ;x)

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LA FILM FINALLY DONE (:

All's well.

Hmm, maybe not. I havent touched my bag since friday.
Dead? Yeah probably.

Went for chalet, edited film the whole day and to have my comp crash on me :x disgusting experience i tell you.
(sry pple for daoing msges, & not coming online etc etc. i was really focusing on film&stuffs)
i need a breather.
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HELLOXGOODBYE.

(to share with you, my source to living)\

:D

Cheer up! We will make it through. (teehees)

I'm incomplete.

2008-08-12T20:58:00.000+08:00

Saw Mae's personal msg.

I started to listen to mcr again.

It's Awww!
I'm not afraid to keep on living. {: famous last wordssssss
Disenchanted was one of my top fav last time. (:

Anyways STORYBOARD FINISHED!
I am super happy.
Hmm, now i have one more mission to embark on.

If lying is the only way, I'll do it. Or maybe there's room to allow things to happen.

life and death.

2008-08-11T00:16:00.000+08:00

It's 10 August today.
One of the days in my life, I feel so drained. It empties me, from inside out.

Contemplating over the fact,
why is life so fragile?
why does death recurs so naturally?
why can't we do something else, instead of crying?
why does the feeling of guilt and nostalgia haunts me even though it's been years alrdy?
why am i so lousy and useless, to be laughed at?
why?

some things are meant, not to be said. and that signify a whole lot of misunderstandings that will not be cleared. you can't give truthful and good reason as to why you suddenly, back out from something.

Seeking escapades, ain't as easy as you think. you get thorns poking you from the inside if you're weak enough.

Things, are often kept to oneself. left unsaid. It pricks to know that you're going it through this painful stage alone and not sharing it. Am i too dependent? am i too heavy to cast further burdens on you? i feel like collapsing. hope you will just be right there, to hold onto me, dear god.

Is sorry, all that I can say afterall?
I dislike my incompetency, inability to handle stress and failure to control emotions.

god, you'll help me right?
fuck, this has got to be one of the worst this year. my soul is overly weary for this complex world.

[They said I am a glass, which breaks. I refuse.]

2008-08-10T23:32:00.000+08:00

Sorry Yuherng, Bin and Jinkai ):

Sorry all.

Today, I am totally drained and shagged.
I wish my granddaddy would understand why.
I'm sorry.

Looking back into the ridiculous past,

2008-08-07T21:28:00.000+08:00

I learnt how lame I was back in Sec 1.

Stupid reasons for such:

Rocks = Rox
You = U
Don't = Dun
Whatever = Wadeva

(Urghz, I was a typical twit, who blogs with no substance.)

Maybe I still am, how?

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Good stuffs:

1.
Maths Test - 18/30
Lol It's the best i've gotten this year :D
You gotta, believe me! 60% is my best.

2.
Tomorrow is fun run

3.
Filming was fun today. Szewing was damn cute. Hope to seeee the video soon.

4.
Tomorrow I will get to enjoy duriansss! :D Aren't you jealous?

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Starbucks caused me to forget all about my red shirt.
Hmm, What a day. Tmrw how?

2008-08-05T20:40:00.000+08:00

cas so shy :D

janeyz+clarrie!

hwee!

Lol, these 3 people made my day today O.o
symposium was basically uh, a waste of time.

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Tag Replies;;
i cant keep secrets O:
YanKai: Shimin plx.! :D
JM: D:
Hwee: Hey, dont okay! ZX just pwned me again. ):
Bin: She buy alrdy! :D :D HSM FTWWW! LOL. Omg leh. you renting le?!?!

second chance?

2008-08-04T22:20:00.000+08:00

(tonight - fm static)

it was a nice song.

subsided already?

2008-08-03T21:48:00.000+08:00

little did i expect it to subside that quickly. but it's good, ain't it? through it i realise more stuffs. Quoting Jian Ming, " I can see everything clearly", more clearly. Thanksz for being there when i needed support, direction and help.

Thanks senior, min, just, jane.

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+ Zhangxin's jokes do surprise me pleasantly everytime :D
Today I received a new one, i replied a lil too late cus i oversleep. Else I would be fooled, again

It goes like this,

1st sms ;
"Oh my god ijust saw this news on yahoo.. studies have shown that for every 500 msg you send /receive, you are receiving enough radiation to shorten your life span by 1 year. shit i think i am dying liao"

2nd sms ;
"and also, on yahoo news... studies have shown that anyone who believed the previous msg have negative iq"

Thankz Zhangie!

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Happy birthday Jianming! :D
15 alrdy w0rhx. cyaz budddy!~

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Hui Min must hang on! hahah Stayover @ my hse was horrible i know ):

& cherise plx dont kill me. clar is too good to be only yours! hahaa.
"love speaks not through words, but feelings" LOL.

wrongs words, wrong time.

2008-08-03T04:00:00.000+08:00

The guysz on racial harmony! (:

Yankai+Lawyer can dance! :D

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Miss the sea breeze.

Miss the streets

Miss the grass.

Sigh, It;s so packed now.
LA film sucks. Njrc fine so far. Floppy test.

Tsk, askdjalksmxa.
revelations are disgusting. Just deleted a whole chunk of shit which i've typed.

g'bye.

Tag Replies;;
Justin: Jenfee sent me that! :d My best mail ever, left me o_o?
Bear: LOL Bear's high, tjf is not cute T____T thank god she left it blank. I dont wanna know the reply :x it's regarding cip anyways.
Yuherng: Yeah Si Min's my new name T____T despite countless corrections.....
Lester: Lol @ Lester. You evil pok.
Jing Wen: Jf indeed imba! Lol :D
Khoon Hwa: Uh, you are? I do not know anyone by name of khoonhwa. Hi -uh- anyways.
Jane: GF?! LOL Are you kidding me.
ct: Hahahah Yess! unexpectedly shithaksljdaaskjdlaz; :D

missing information aka, communication failure?

2008-07-29T17:39:00.000+08:00



Sent:	29 July 2008 05: 31AM
To:	siminthankslee shimin (symphonized@hotmail.com)

dear

regards

jen fee

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and that's an email. (proper reply? i dont know.)

maybe this is one of the reasons why.

i shall stop doing, stop trying. just for a moment. lest i overdo it.

say no more.

2008-07-28T20:53:00.000+08:00

'cus it might just be the case, i've known not enough.

(aw, regrets. why did i say it)

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after school's fun with sarah and angeline. my brother is so going to kill. yes. this is so called important blogging. -.- ok. gtg. msn peeps sry, my bro forced me to sign out. off the comp. g'bye.

dear god,

2008-07-27T13:47:00.000+08:00

It's been a hectic week. Through this week, after having 4 tests, knowing that i'll probably flunk half of them...... I feel like a heavy relief once everything's over. But in fact, they never really end you know? -.-

Dinning with cherise clar and janey was :D
I had J.CO Donuts, they're yummy. pastamania cheese supply will end soon if cherise and clar visit them often enough. lololol. fun gossips+stuffs.

CCA on friday was quite a mess for me. Had some conflicts, and hur, the rash and insensible sprouted alot of nonsense again. but nevertheless, saturday session was good. (: Had Ajisen. and went to yuherng's hse thereafter. Party @ auntie's block was okay. I met Sinpong @ mama shop luh, and it was like pure coincidence. Anyways, if you are unable to contact me ytd, it's cus i ran out of batt again. -.-

Have lots to do,
Chem MA
Watch Zenn's doc.
Rev for tests ( x3 )
Meet with janey and hwee later.

Hmm, zaijian!

Lastly, my cute jnr w/o spects. LOOOOL. (PREMIER I GUESS)

Lester, dont kill me lolol.

focus

2008-07-20T18:44:00.001+08:00

decided to be focus :D

Principle:

1.To stay on the right side in making decisions ( as much as I can choose to ) - cca.
2.To mug mug mug - school
3.To not be affected by anything, like childish crush matters. Will not have one till 18, ( jianming - no longer 15 :D ) - personal

That's all for now :D
Will not be blogging........................................... soon

you'll know if you talk.

Enthralled.

2008-07-19T01:49:00.000+08:00

After reading my previous post, I felt that it didnt justify how i felt. Sighsz

Sorry people who msg-ed/ called me today. My phone batt was once again, 0%.

Happy that we've gotten 3rd prize (: + 2 best actors
It's like our first step.

Today CIP's over, my heart feels light after that :D
Darknight was hahaha, -.-

emotions uproar

2008-07-19T01:14:00.000+08:00

hey all. it's already 01.14am. It's not that I just finished chats or some homework. I was trying to fall asleep. But I cant. I was thinking, reflecting about today's CIP and I got reminded of some stuffs. And how I might've become in a way.

It's been a brief 2months already. 2 months since I'm down with responsibility as a chairperson. It's been a hard 2 months for me. 2 months seems like a year to me. Seriously. Like in between, I had thoughts of giving up. I had thoughts that I can't make it. I had thoughts that this all might just be another exhaustive piece of shit, i possibly dread. I had. Yeah.

Now, it seems like, I've moved myself. Thinking @ the thought that I am very fearful of losing memories of this 2 hard months' that had gone by. Quite afraid I would forget how I realise potential in juniors, having fun and serious work at the same time with them. Quite afraid how I struggled with friendship and club matter with my vice chair. Quite afraid how I might be unable to recollect one day, how people had reassured and supported me through this arduous two months.

You might think it's a short period. A really short one, indeed. It meant alot to me. On the surface and on the inside.

Today's CIP. My vice chairs did their part to help me whenever possible. Thanks alot alot. Like helping me to speak up, when I am not confident enough. I am trying slowly. And I'll need time. I really appreciate your help. I really appreciate when vice chair initiated talks about the club, cus it purely shows that I am not alone. Even members of the club, when we eat at the senior table, we would discuss, discuss stuffs for the benefit of club. Somewhat it gives me a feeling deep within our hearts, we care, we really do.

Our juniors might appear playful at times. The first junior who first made me cry is Justin. That was last year. I thought he was being not serious at all. Now, it's already a year, I think differently. He might appear playful but he will still be responsible. Appearance is highly deceiving. I am starting to get used to the way the juniors jokes, but still carry out their work even when they claims/appears to be playing.

Thank you for making year1s session possible. I know you guys go through many stress and pressure. I am impressed at times, how you would give in more than I can. Thanks some for turning in a serious listening ear. Might not mean a thing to you, but as you listen attentively to what I have to say about item, I really appreciated.

Having to withstand unreasonable request from Lim, we might be insulted in a way, or angered in another way -.- We might feel incomplete and incompetent towards the comment they've made. I guess, it's not just a self thing. Because, it's wakeup call I would say. Waking up to reality that I might really be doing things the wrong way for the club. I've learnt, through stupid means. I am appreciative of Lim.

When you grow old, you get amnesia. And you know what, this post is written because, Assuming if I caught Amnesia one day, just if. I would want to remember this two months in the future. It probably helped me grow, see stuffs, speak up to be more vocal, dare to try and so much more. I would say I'm not a born leader, but I feel stronger and not as frail as last time. That's a change mentally.

It's amazing how I might have been shaped over the gradual 2 months. So much happened.

Thank god, you guys were here to provide for me.
Thank god, i didn't give up totally.
Thank god, I've learn how to believe.

Jiayou Shi Min! There's much more to come.

2008-07-15T19:54:00.000+08:00

(cus they are the ones, that counts)

Today, we learnt to expect the impossible! SMP's on hold now. (yh one good news!)

ILOVEJAY. SHI JIE MO RI :D
Sarah also like!

vocab 1,

2008-07-13T11:27:00.000+08:00

(without focus)

chains of thoughts, slovenly kept, failed to win my heart over.
maybe it's just not the case.
maybe it's just not.
maybe...
.

2008-07-12T22:44:00.000+08:00

going to watch 27 dresses, to fulfill my 100% slack day.

i havent done anywork today.

Tmrw is the chiong day. Hmm,

LA ESSAY
MACBETH
BIO
GEOG.
PLUSPLUS.

YAY shimin. Jiayou.

Fated to love you is kool.
Perfect cut is (:
Tang Xin Feng Bao tmrw morning! :D

I AM SUCH A PIG.

Quote from Jane.

2008-07-08T22:19:00.001+08:00

Bio was the best lesson today. Ultra slack, we are supposed to do some group project thing. Doing with Hui Min, Sm, Jess, Feli and Ching :] Love my group! :D We are doing on the duodenum :] Hahaha. Shi Min kena niaoed by the bio teacher >:D

Mr Ek: Don't you think your hair's very messy? You should shave your fringe off. You look like a mad woman.

And then Shi Min got terribly traumatised. x_x Get well soon.

quiz to kill a mocking bird.

2008-07-07T14:18:00.000+08:00

RULES:

1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on Shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.

5. Put this on your journal.

Here it goes.

1. If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?

Migrate - Mariah Carey. (Oh Yeah, I wanna migrate when I'm old.)

2. How would you describe yourself?

Cruise Control-Mariah Carey (I thought I have no control.)

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?

What I go to school for - Jonas Brother (Hmm? School boy? -.-)

4. How do you feel today?

我不配- Jay ( D: Sighs)

5. What is your life's purpose?

樂園- Angela (Live in fantasy ^^)

6. What is your motto?

Over you- Daughtry (Ha, To get over you. So true for now.)

7. What do your friends think of you?

一千个世纪- Mayday(I am ancient.)

8. What do you think of your parents?

Happy Ending- Mika (Really?)

9. What do you think about very often?

First Day- Stefanie Sun (It's dreaming out loud. )

10. What is 2 + 2?

Let You Go - Ashley Parker Angels (with third and fourth parties, hmm yeah.. gotta let you go)

11. What do you think of your best friend?

门没锁- Pin Guan (yeah, they dont lock their doors on me (: )

12. What do you think of the person you like?

静静的- ??? (Sweet& caring from the inside, I dont need a noisy one.)

13. What is your life story?

It's My life- Bon Jovi (My life story is my life. -.-)

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?

Mess around - Chipmunks (Urgh, NO)

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?

我要快乐- Zhang Hui Mei (LOL this is wrong.)

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?

你怎么说- 张阴晴 (Oldie? lolol ._.)

17. What will they play at your funeral?

最熟悉的陌生人 (hmm, i'm a stranger alrdy. how fun.)

18. What is your hobby/interest?

All the things she said- Tatu (lol eh yes, i am a gossipmonger.)

19. What is your biggest fear?

If I never see your face again -Maroon 5 (aint i romantic :D. i appreciate friendships :P)

20. What is your biggest secret?

Bad Day- Daniel P. (my bad day)

21. What do you think of your friends?

Somebody's me - Enrique(they're just like me. -.-)

22. What will you post this as?

A Well Respected man - Kinks (no link)

weird results. hmm. my break's over. back to work.

the pile's killing. but oh, priorities come in.

2008-07-07T12:43:00.000+08:00

Deco for zuowen
LA essay
Book report.

Yay. I am so dead. People please feel comforted when you read this. The truth is that I won't finish all by today. I have visiting to do, I have a birthday party to attend. Kinship > homework. So I am not going to miss the party. Oh yes. How great.

Maybe I shouldn't sleep tonight. -.-

Afterall, I can only blame myself for procrastinating soooooooo much. Wasted the june hols. Oh yay.

the phone won't vibrate.

2008-07-06T21:58:00.000+08:00

(MISS 2D)

Chionged 3/4 of the chinese essay already, left with design. Still got book report. Arghz, now that I know that huimin not going on monday, I am contemplating @ the fact if I should go for the class outing or not. ( I have so much left undone.... + not exactly in mood for laughs )

Had retail therapy. Killed time. Thrown away $180. Hmm, took me away from half a day of waiting time. Guess what? waiting suckzzzzx. You are left @ a side, you won't know if it will even come in the first place. Maybe it won't, it just won't.

David Cook - You'll always be my baby.
we were as one babe
for a moment in time
and it seemed everlasting
that you would always be mine
now you want to be free
so I’m letting you fly
cause i know in my heart babe
our love will never die,no!

you’ll always be a part of me
i’m a part of you indefinitely
girl don’t you know you can’t escape me
ooh darling cause you’ll always be my baby
and we’ll linger on
time can’t erase a feeling this strong
no way you’re never gonna shake me
ooh darling cause you’ll always be my baby

i ain’t gonna cry no
and i won’t beg you to stay
if you’re determined to leave girl
i will not stand in your way
but inevitably you’ll be back again
cause ya know in your heart babe
our love will never end no

you’ll always be a part of me
i’m part of you indefinitely
girl don’t you know you can’t escape me
ooh darling cause you’ll always be my baby
and we’ll linger on
time can’t erase a feeling this strong
no way you’re never gonna shake me
ooh darlin cause you’ll always be my baby

i know that you’ll be back girl
when your days and your nights get a little bit colder ooohhh
i know that,you’ll be right back,
oh, baby believe me it’s only a matter of time

you’ll always be a part of me
i’m part of you indefinitely
girl don’t you know you can’t escape me
ooh darlin cause you’ll always be my baby
and we’ll linger on
time cant erase a feeling this strong
no way you’re never gonna shake me
ooh darlin cause you’ll always be my…my baby

you’ll always be a part of me (you will always be)
i’m part of you indefinitely
girl don’t you know you can’t escape me
ooh darlin cause you’ll always be my baby
and we’ll linger on (we will linger on)
time cant erase a feeling this strong
no way you’re never gonna shake me
ooh darlin cause you’ll always be my baby

oh always be my baby…

someone tell me, this is just a facade. nothing is true :/

The take over, the break's over.

2008-07-04T18:40:00.000+08:00

I MISS LONDON. D: (Pictures from Jingqing :)

Same Shirt 1

Same Shirt 2

Same Shirt 3

We eat stone :D

"1,2,3"

green pastures :D

Pretty Dale Fort

I miss my fringe ):

Wellington!

I Give to you, My ~~heart~~ Flower

I lurbe the sky.

With packed lunch!

And we framed it all up (: Happy London

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I'm sorry I can't make it today.
D: Super SORRY )):

Heyz! IDMI's well over :D Love my group. haha It's like slacky, but we get stuffs done anyways. Ballz game with 3L's fun. Thanksz Bin^2 for your shirt ;) Anyways, didn't get to make a trip down to KK -.-

Today Youth Day is slacky, didn't get to be with 3L but time with juniors are hilarious. Zhangxin resonates happiness somewhat (inserts smile) Pity Gwen with her messy biz! Lester and Justin's gay O: Yankai super wupa efficient (:

Sry for the donation tix (not)purchased T_T

Quiz.
1. Does anyone have your heart?
Hmm? Maybe. Lol
2. Ever been in a perfect relationship?
Has always been Single
3. Which is more romantic: flowers or candy?
Flowers. Anything pretty.
4. Did you sing in the shower today?
Yeah -_-
5. When is the last time you cried?
Hmm, Open Hse Zz.
6. Are you scared of bugs?
Yes.
7. Is there anyone you wish was still in your life?
Yeah,
8. Did you have fun today?
Yessss, juniors r cute.
9. Do you live near your ex boyfriend/girlfriend?
Nope.
10. Regret breaking up with any of your exes?
Nah.
11. How often do you hug? ?
Dont know -.-
12. The next person you’ll hold hands with, will it mean anything?
Probably not -_-
13. The last person you held hands with, did it mean anything?
Friendship. Lol Huihan!
14. What would be your choice of weapon?
Nah, if there is even one. He/she will just self inflict.
15. Do you label people?
YES. King Kong x_x
16. What does your hair look like?
Shit
17. Where is your cell phone?
Next to me. Waiting for msg. zz
18. Have you ever thought that your life was so bad you wanted to give up? Somewhat
19. What's your favourite number?
2901-.-
20. Have you seen your best friend cry?
Yeah
21. Who is your crush?
if its a crush its not meant to be told. (Quote Jingqing)
22. What's so great about your crush?
Nicer than you are.
23. Have you ever thought you liked someone, but realised that you actually don't? Yeah. Argh, it;s not meant to be.
24. Did you dream last night?
Nope. I stopped dreaming.
25. When was the last time you didn't tell the truth?
When you asked about it.
26. Do you prefer Maths or Science?
Science
27. How is your heart lately?
Heavy, Happy, Good, Bad, I'm alive O:
28. How would you tell someone you like them?
Depends.
29. Who always makes you feel better when you’re upset?
Friends :D 30. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yeah-.-
31. Do you ever wish you were someone else?
Not really.
32. Does the future scare you?
Uncertainty blinds me. I can't imagine myself out of school
33. What disappoints you the most?
Wistful hopes & expectations. On friends, self,,,, anything.
34. Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?
AROUND THE WORLD TOUR. I would want a double tix, just so I dont travel alone (:
35. What does the sweetest text in your inbox say?
Er, I am not supposed to say right -.-
36. If it's the end of the world, what would be your last wish?
To live for another 30 days,
37. If you're being extremely quiet, what does it mean?
Something's wrong with me ):
38. Do you bump into someone's arm if you want to hold their hand?
Nah. I wanna watch "Crash"
39. Would you ever steal someone else's boyfriend or girlfriend?
Nah.
40. Are you a crazy stalker?
Nah

Text msg memory over 95%

2008-07-01T18:42:00.001+08:00

DATE: 17th July. 

WHAT? Prize Presentation of chinese film! :D
Who? YOUUUUU (:
If you end school early, please come to support. Esp. if you are friend of ck/sanpeng or the crew!

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Yes, I like Signal Fire by snow patrol. Ever since spiderman movie was out :)

Today @ MGS was good. I didn't miss the subsidised bus. Yay. The bus which is supposed to fetch us to MGS from school never arrived, therefore approx 30 of us took cab. And drawing on Ching's cast is cool. Hope you recover from your fracture soon :D MGS canteen has good food - peach mochi and baked potato. And I also realised, clarissa has a rlly big stomach. She ate breakfast, hashbrow, spagg noodles, wedges and a ice cream? LOL. I was highly amused.

Anyways, playing of captain ball & stuffs was fun. Managing primary school kids are hard, they are not 5 years old. T____T There's some ostracized ones, but somewhat there's nothing much that we can do to help. Sense of accomplishment overwhelmed when we garnered +ve response :)

After school was alright. I reached school. Spammed call Mr J. Lim. When he finally picked up the phone, he just hung up the call even before i can finish my line. He has got meeting you see ): Was abit pissed, but figured that Mr Lim was still good as he still took the trouble to pass me the stuffs that I need in midst of a meeting. I'm sorry! (but it's urgent alright, although it's 2nd day alrdy, I hope we made it in time to register to the sides and greeen denmark award) Then, I was really irritated by jenfi. I tried calling her name to stop her while chasing her from the back. I needed to talk to her. She just keep walking non-stop despite my irritating calls... Then when she finally stopped, I just kept blabbering to ask some question and yet she answered in a nonchalant manner. I didn't exactly got to say things properly that way ):

However, things were fine anyways lah (: I wasn't angry/stressed or what, just a lil' irritated with (jen) -_- Then, I went home with Mae :D

Alright. My face is clean and clear now. I have to start on IDMI survey results! (thanks log. pple for sharing the load (: Also, waiting for cip updates.

85% of this post is about work. How no life ):

"The time to stop talking is when the other person nods his head affirmatively but says nothing."
-Henry S. Haskins

& How true is that?

It's actually nothing,,,,

2008-06-30T20:17:00.000+08:00

Sometimes it kills when I think too much and jump into conclusion. I'm sorry.

IDMI was great! :D 3L was fun, played soccer and captain ball. Peach Mochi is soooo nice. Ck is popular among girls, of a much younger age. Asking for his phone number is such an extreme measure. D: Talking with huimin jane and tesia is fun! (Y) We realize common dislike sometimes.

IDMI seems shit at first, and it is sort of fun after all. so, we have to drop stupid pre-assumptions and perceptions :D

Anyways, today was made great after opening the mail guppy sent :)

Remember this? We did a film in say, Feb/March? With Sanpeng Ck and Me acting innit. So above is my crying scene.

Some info about competition :

决赛入围名单将于 2008年6月30日公布，入围者将获专函通知。比赛结果将于颁奖典礼上公布，颁奖典礼日期另行通知。

评审团由传媒界人士组成。比赛结果以评审团的决定为最终决定。若有任何关于比赛的争议，主办单位保留最终决定权。

入围短片：
《遗憾－最后的旅程》（德明政府中学）
《血浓于水》（育青中学）
《心事，唯有风知道》（海星中学乙组）
《华语酷 • 英语哭》（武吉班让政府中学）
《最美的语言》（海星中学甲组）

入围最佳男主角：
张越《最美的语言》（海星中学甲组）
刘丰豪《血浓于水》（育青中学）
陈叁平《遗憾－最后的旅程》（德明政府中学）
罗靖凯《遗憾－最后的旅程》（德明政府中学）

入围最佳女主角：
林佩苓《妈妈，救我！》（法嘉中学）
官悠歆《友谊弥足珍贵，难以替代》（丹绒加东女校）
区宝仪《华语酷 • 英语哭》（武吉班让政府中学）
李诗敏《遗憾－最后的旅程》（德明政府中学）

YES, We got shortlisted for everything -_- Yay, three cheers to sanpeng and ck plus the crew :D

happy day!

2008-06-27T22:09:00.000+08:00

URL CHANGED

'cus justin said the old one was too long. and somewhat this new one is random. inspiration - jianming? Lol.

This morning was cool. Skipped flag raising by going to ghimmoh market to have breakfast :D
Tau Hway was only 50 cents. <3

I had my best rosti! It's from shoduko. A japanese restaurant, just like marche, situated at the basement of raffles city. It's super goooooood with a neoprint machine innit! ;) I lovee company with angeline and sarah. We went around Topshop, River Island and etc to criticize the clothes and laugh @ it. Now, I have cool neoz to make subin jealous and IOU from angeline.

It's a day well spent. Yayyyyy.

Think we are going to have classmovie session to watch hancock in the theatres next friday. Loook forward to it! My IDMI group's cool. But sec1's still the coolest with kaili, liesl, justinT. and Songjia!

Maureeen, i'll dig up your archives one day! Lol. Hope Hg discharge soon,

You make it easy when life gets hard.

2008-06-25T16:51:00.000+08:00

From Today's newspaper -

"Dr Hawking has a very interesting perspective on his disorder. He said before he became ill, he was bored with life. He called it pointless existence. He drank too much, and he did little work. But when he learned that he only had two years to live, life suddenly took on a new meaning. He was actually happier than before.

Dr Hawking explained the paradox this way: "When one's expectations are reduced to zero, one really appreciates everything one does have." Everything becomes meaningful to those who are dying: A sunrise or the laughters of children. But those who believe life owes them a free ride are often miserable. Perhaps the high incidence of depression in Western nations, and maybe even the tragic rate of divorce, can be traced in part to unrealistic expectations of what life will bring.

May I suggest that we accept our circumstances exactly as they are, an not expect more than life can deliver? "

Absolutely, agree. :)

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Aerospace is much fulfilling than last time. I learnt how to bank properly alrdy. I admire the two pilots who flew with only the engines. Flying with sarah is cool :D And my perfume still smell bad after 48 Hours. (Unlike Sarah's or Justin's O:) Nothing much from school. Thanks Maureen for the spoon, even though i don't understand why you give it to me ;p

Change is undesirable. (inserts sad face)

Going to finish 3/4 of my LC compo today. Yes this is my goal. For now, I shall finish blogging and stop neopets (LOL). Yuherng and I = deprived childhood.

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ENFJ

Extraverted Feeling

Extraverted Feeling rules the ENFJ's psyche. In the sway of this rational function, these folks are predisposed to closure in matters pertaining to people, and especially on behalf of their beloved. As extraverts, their contacts are wide ranging. Face-to-face relationships are intense, personable and warm, though they may be so infrequently achieved that intimate friendships are rare.

Introverted iNtuition

Like their INFJ cousins, ENFJs are blessed through introverted intuition with clarity of perception in the inner, unconscious world. Dominant Feeling prefers to find the silver lining in even the most beggarly perceptions of those in their expanding circle of friends and, of course, in themselves. In less balanced individuals, such mitigation of the unseemly eventually undermines the ENFJ's integrity and frequently their good name. In healthier individuals, deft use of this awareness of the inner needs and desires of others enables this astute type to win friends, influence people, and avoid compromising entanglements.

The dynamic nature of their intuition moves ENFJs from one project to another with the assurance that the next one will be perfect, or much more nearly so than the last. ENFJs are continually looking for newer and better solutions to benefit their extensive family, staff, or organization.

Extraverted Sensing

Sensing is extraverted. ENFJs can manage details, particularly those necessary to implement the prevailing vision. These data have, however, a magical flexible quality. Something to be bought can be had for a song; the same something is invaluable when it's time to sell. (We are not certain, but we suspect that such is the influence of the primary function.) This wavering of sensory perception is made possible by the weaker and less mature status with which the tertiary is endowed.

Introverted Thinking

Introverted Thinking is least apparent and most enigmatic in this type. In fact, it often appears only when summoned by Feeling. At times only in jest, but in earnest if need be, Thinking entertains as logical only those conclusions which support Feeling's values. Other scenarios can be shown invalid or at best significantly inferior. Such "Thinking in the service of Feeling" has the appearance of logic, but somehow it never quite adds up.

Introverted Thinking is frequently the focus of the spiritual quest of ENFJs. David's lengthiest psalm, 119, pays it homage. "Law," "precept," "commandment," "statute:" these essences of inner thinking are the mysteries of Deity for which this great Feeler's soul searched.

Famous ENFJs:

David, King of Israel
U.S. Presidents:
Abraham Lincoln
Ronald Reagan

Jobs : Psychologist. Educator. Marketing.

New Term, New Start

2008-06-24T21:01:00.000+08:00

First post. -.-

If you try to look into my archive, back in 2006 from this blog. You'll see, a twit typing out lame stuffs. But that's not the point, that's why there's this makeover right. The blog Url is random. Lol.

I love gossips.

Aerospace will be fun tmrw! I hope Sheryl's sharing folder will work tmrw, so i can get faber drive's song from her :D Faber drive is major love. Oasis is cool. Who knows what else! But my favourite is Lucky by Jason Mraz now (:

YAYYYYYZ Jinkai likes the present.

I still have a couple of homework left, but still got time ;p
I will be a geek till then, till then i finish everything o: