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Tuesday, July 29, 2008
missing information aka, communication failure?




Sent: 29 July 2008 05: 31AM
To: siminthankslee shimin (symphonized@hotmail.com)


dear


regards

jen fee


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and that's an email. (proper reply? i dont know.)

maybe this is one of the reasons why.

i shall stop doing, stop trying. just for a moment. lest i overdo it.


Monday, July 28, 2008
say no more.

'cus it might just be the case, i've known not enough.

(aw, regrets. why did i say it)

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after school's fun with sarah and angeline. my brother is so going to kill. yes. this is so called important blogging. -.- ok. gtg. msn peeps sry, my bro forced me to sign out. off the comp. g'bye.

Sunday, July 27, 2008
dear god,



It's been a hectic week. Through this week, after having 4 tests, knowing that i'll probably flunk half of them...... I feel like a heavy relief once everything's over. But in fact, they never really end you know? -.-


Dinning with cherise clar and janey was :D
I had J.CO Donuts, they're yummy. pastamania cheese supply will end soon if cherise and clar visit them often enough. lololol. fun gossips+stuffs.

CCA on friday was quite a mess for me. Had some conflicts, and hur, the rash and insensible sprouted alot of nonsense again. but nevertheless, saturday session was good. (: Had Ajisen. and went to yuherng's hse thereafter. Party @ auntie's block was okay. I met Sinpong @ mama shop luh, and it was like pure coincidence. Anyways, if you are unable to contact me ytd, it's cus i ran out of batt again. -.-

Have lots to do,
Chem MA
Watch Zenn's doc.
Rev for tests ( x3 )
Meet with janey and hwee later.

Hmm, zaijian!

Lastly, my cute jnr w/o spects. LOOOOL. (PREMIER I GUESS)


Lester, dont kill me lolol.

Sunday, July 20, 2008
focus

decided to be focus :D

Principle:

1.To stay on the right side in making decisions ( as much as I can choose to ) - cca.
2.To mug mug mug - school
3.To not be affected by anything, like childish crush matters. Will not have one till 18, ( jianming - no longer 15 :D ) - personal


That's all for now :D
Will not be blogging........................................... soon





you'll know if you talk.

Saturday, July 19, 2008
Enthralled.

After reading my previous post, I felt that it didnt justify how i felt. Sighsz

Sorry people who msg-ed/ called me today. My phone batt was once again, 0%.

Happy that we've gotten 3rd prize (: + 2 best actors
It's like our first step.

Today CIP's over, my heart feels light after that :D
Darknight was hahaha, -.-

emotions uproar




hey all. it's already 01.14am. It's not that I just finished chats or some homework. I was trying to fall asleep. But I cant. I was thinking, reflecting about today's CIP and I got reminded of some stuffs. And how I might've become in a way.

It's been a brief 2months already. 2 months since I'm down with responsibility as a chairperson. It's been a hard 2 months for me. 2 months seems like a year to me. Seriously. Like in between, I had thoughts of giving up. I had thoughts that I can't make it. I had thoughts that this all might just be another exhaustive piece of shit, i possibly dread. I had. Yeah.

Now, it seems like, I've moved myself. Thinking @ the thought that I am very fearful of losing memories of this 2 hard months' that had gone by. Quite afraid I would forget how I realise potential in juniors, having fun and serious work at the same time with them. Quite afraid how I struggled with friendship and club matter with my vice chair. Quite afraid how I might be unable to recollect one day, how people had reassured and supported me through this arduous two months.

You might think it's a short period. A really short one, indeed. It meant alot to me. On the surface and on the inside.

Today's CIP. My vice chairs did their part to help me whenever possible. Thanks alot alot. Like helping me to speak up, when I am not confident enough. I am trying slowly. And I'll need time. I really appreciate your help. I really appreciate when vice chair initiated talks about the club, cus it purely shows that I am not alone. Even members of the club, when we eat at the senior table, we would discuss, discuss stuffs for the benefit of club. Somewhat it gives me a feeling deep within our hearts, we care, we really do.

Our juniors might appear playful at times. The first junior who first made me cry is Justin. That was last year. I thought he was being not serious at all. Now, it's already a year, I think differently. He might appear playful but he will still be responsible. Appearance is highly deceiving. I am starting to get used to the way the juniors jokes, but still carry out their work even when they claims/appears to be playing.

Thank you for making year1s session possible. I know you guys go through many stress and pressure. I am impressed at times, how you would give in more than I can. Thanks some for turning in a serious listening ear. Might not mean a thing to you, but as you listen attentively to what I have to say about item, I really appreciated.

Having to withstand unreasonable request from Lim, we might be insulted in a way, or angered in another way -.- We might feel incomplete and incompetent towards the comment they've made. I guess, it's not just a self thing. Because, it's wakeup call I would say. Waking up to reality that I might really be doing things the wrong way for the club. I've learnt, through stupid means. I am appreciative of Lim.

When you grow old, you get amnesia. And you know what, this post is written because, Assuming if I caught Amnesia one day, just if. I would want to remember this two months in the future. It probably helped me grow, see stuffs, speak up to be more vocal, dare to try and so much more. I would say I'm not a born leader, but I feel stronger and not as frail as last time. That's a change mentally.

It's amazing how I might have been shaped over the gradual 2 months. So much happened.

Thank god, you guys were here to provide for me.
Thank god, i didn't give up totally.
Thank god, I've learn how to believe.

Jiayou Shi Min! There's much more to come.

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Tuesday, July 15, 2008


(cus they are the ones, that counts)

Today, we learnt to expect the impossible! SMP's on hold now. (yh one good news!)


ILOVEJAY. SHI JIE MO RI :D
Sarah also like!

Sunday, July 13, 2008
vocab 1,


(without focus)

chains of thoughts, slovenly kept, failed to win my heart over.
maybe it's just not the case.
maybe it's just not.
maybe...
.

Saturday, July 12, 2008

going to watch 27 dresses, to fulfill my 100% slack day.


i havent done anywork today.

Tmrw is the chiong day. Hmm,

LA ESSAY
MACBETH
BIO
GEOG.
PLUSPLUS.

YAY shimin. Jiayou.

Fated to love you is kool.
Perfect cut is (:
Tang Xin Feng Bao tmrw morning! :D

I AM SUCH A PIG.

Tuesday, July 08, 2008
Quote from Jane.

Bio was the best lesson today. Ultra slack, we are supposed to do some group project thing. Doing with Hui Min, Sm, Jess, Feli and Ching :] Love my group! :D We are doing on the duodenum :] Hahaha. Shi Min kena niaoed by the bio teacher >:D


Mr Ek: Don't you think your hair's very messy? You should shave your fringe off. You look like a mad woman.


And then Shi Min got terribly traumatised. x_x Get well soon.

Monday, July 07, 2008
quiz to kill a mocking bird.

RULES:

1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on Shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.

5. Put this on your journal.


Here it goes.

1. If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?

Migrate - Mariah Carey. (Oh Yeah, I wanna migrate when I'm old.)

2. How would you describe yourself?

Cruise Control-Mariah Carey (I thought I have no control.)

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?

What I go to school for - Jonas Brother (Hmm? School boy? -.-)

4. How do you feel today?

我不配- Jay ( D: Sighs)

5. What is your life's purpose?

樂園- Angela (Live in fantasy ^^)

6. What is your motto?

Over you- Daughtry (Ha, To get over you. So true for now.)

7. What do your friends think of you?

一千个世纪- Mayday(I am ancient.)

8. What do you think of your parents?

Happy Ending- Mika (Really?)

9. What do you think about very often?

First Day- Stefanie Sun (It's dreaming out loud. )

10. What is 2 + 2?

Let You Go - Ashley Parker Angels (with third and fourth parties, hmm yeah.. gotta let you go)

11. What do you think of your best friend?

门没锁- Pin Guan (yeah, they dont lock their doors on me (: )

12. What do you think of the person you like?

静静的- ??? (Sweet& caring from the inside, I dont need a noisy one.)

13. What is your life story?

It's My life- Bon Jovi (My life story is my life. -.-)

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?

Mess around - Chipmunks (Urgh, NO)

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?

我要快乐- Zhang Hui Mei (LOL this is wrong.)

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?

你怎么说- 张阴晴 (Oldie? lolol ._.)

17. What will they play at your funeral?

最熟悉的陌生人 (hmm, i'm a stranger alrdy. how fun.)

18. What is your hobby/interest?

All the things she said- Tatu (lol eh yes, i am a gossipmonger.)

19. What is your biggest fear?

If I never see your face again -Maroon 5 (aint i romantic :D. i appreciate friendships :P)

20. What is your biggest secret?

Bad Day- Daniel P. (my bad day)

21. What do you think of your friends?

Somebody's me - Enrique(they're just like me. -.-)

22. What will you post this as?

A Well Respected man - Kinks (no link)

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weird results. hmm. my break's over. back to work.

the pile's killing. but oh, priorities come in.

Deco for zuowen
LA essay
Book report.

Yay. I am so dead. People please feel comforted when you read this. The truth is that I won't finish all by today. I have visiting to do, I have a birthday party to attend. Kinship > homework. So I am not going to miss the party. Oh yes. How great.

Maybe I shouldn't sleep tonight. -.-

Afterall, I can only blame myself for procrastinating soooooooo much. Wasted the june hols. Oh yay.

Sunday, July 06, 2008
the phone won't vibrate.


(MISS 2D)

Chionged 3/4 of the chinese essay already, left with design. Still got book report. Arghz, now that I know that huimin not going on monday, I am contemplating @ the fact if I should go for the class outing or not. ( I have so much left undone.... + not exactly in mood for laughs )

Had retail therapy. Killed time. Thrown away $180. Hmm, took me away from half a day of waiting time. Guess what? waiting suckzzzzx. You are left @ a side, you won't know if it will even come in the first place. Maybe it won't, it just won't.




David Cook - You'll always be my baby.

we were as one babe
for a moment in time
and it seemed everlasting
that you would always be mine
now you want to be free
so I’m letting you fly
cause i know in my heart babe
our love will never die,no!

you’ll always be a part of me
i’m a part of you indefinitely
girl don’t you know you can’t escape me
ooh darling cause you’ll always be my baby
and we’ll linger on
time can’t erase a feeling this strong
no way you’re never gonna shake me
ooh darling cause you’ll always be my baby

i ain’t gonna cry no
and i won’t beg you to stay
if you’re determined to leave girl
i will not stand in your way
but inevitably you’ll be back again
cause ya know in your heart babe
our love will never end no

you’ll always be a part of me
i’m part of you indefinitely
girl don’t you know you can’t escape me
ooh darling cause you’ll always be my baby
and we’ll linger on
time can’t erase a feeling this strong
no way you’re never gonna shake me
ooh darlin cause you’ll always be my baby

i know that you’ll be back girl
when your days and your nights get a little bit colder ooohhh
i know that,you’ll be right back,
oh, baby believe me it’s only a matter of time

you’ll always be a part of me
i’m part of you indefinitely
girl don’t you know you can’t escape me
ooh darlin cause you’ll always be my baby
and we’ll linger on
time cant erase a feeling this strong
no way you’re never gonna shake me
ooh darlin cause you’ll always be my…my baby

you’ll always be a part of me (you will always be)
i’m part of you indefinitely
girl don’t you know you can’t escape me
ooh darlin cause you’ll always be my baby
and we’ll linger on (we will linger on)
time cant erase a feeling this strong
no way you’re never gonna shake me
ooh darlin cause you’ll always be my baby

oh always be my baby…




someone tell me, this is just a facade. nothing is true :/

Friday, July 04, 2008
The take over, the break's over.

I MISS LONDON. D: (Pictures from Jingqing :)

Same Shirt 1

Same Shirt 2

Same Shirt 3

We eat stone :D

"1,2,3"

green pastures :D

Pretty Dale Fort

I miss my fringe ):

Wellington!

I Give to you, My heart Flower

I lurbe the sky.

With packed lunch!

And we framed it all up (: Happy London

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I'm sorry I can't make it today.
D: Super SORRY )):

Heyz! IDMI's well over :D Love my group. haha It's like slacky, but we get stuffs done anyways. Ballz game with 3L's fun. Thanksz Bin^2 for your shirt ;) Anyways, didn't get to make a trip down to KK -.-

Today Youth Day is slacky, didn't get to be with 3L but time with juniors are hilarious. Zhangxin resonates happiness somewhat (inserts smile) Pity Gwen with her messy biz! Lester and Justin's gay O: Yankai super wupa efficient (:

Sry for the donation tix (not)purchased T_T

Quiz.
1. Does anyone have your heart?

Hmm? Maybe. Lol
2. Ever been in a perfect relationship?
Has always been Single

3. Which is more romantic: flowers or candy?

Flowers. Anything pretty.

4. Did you sing in the shower today?

Yeah -_-
5. When is the last time you cried?

Hmm, Open Hse Zz.

6. Are you scared of bugs?
Yes.

7. Is there anyone you wish was still in your life?

Yeah,

8. Did you have fun today?

Yessss, juniors r cute.

9. Do you live near your ex boyfriend/girlfriend?

Nope.

10. Regret breaking up with any of your exes?

Nah.

11. How often do you hug?
?
Dont know -.-

12. The next person you’ll hold hands with, will it mean anything?

Probably not -_-

13. The last person you held hands with, did it mean anything?

Friendship. Lol Huihan!

14. What would be your choice of weapon?
Nah, if there is even one. He/she will just self inflict.

15. Do you label people?

YES. King Kong x_x

16. What does your hair look like?

Shit
17. Where is your cell phone?
Next to me. Waiting for msg. zz

18. Have you ever thought that your life was so bad you wanted to give up?
Somewhat
19. What's your favourite number?

2901-.-

20. Have you seen your best friend cry?
Yeah
21. Who is your crush?

if its a crush its not meant to be told. (Quote Jingqing)
22. What's so great about your crush?

Nicer than you are.

23. Have you ever thought you liked someone, but realised that you actually don't?
Yeah. Argh, it;s not meant to be.
24. Did you dream last night?
Nope. I stopped dreaming.

25. When was the last time you didn't tell the truth?

When you asked about it.

26. Do you prefer Maths or Science?

Science

27. How is your heart lately?
Heavy, Happy, Good, Bad, I'm alive O:
28. How would you tell someone you like them?

Depends.

29. Who always makes you feel better when you’re upset?

Friends :D
30. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yeah-.-

31. Do you ever wish you were someone else?

Not really.
32. Does the future scare you?

Uncertainty blinds me. I can't imagine myself out of school

33. What disappoints you the most?

Wistful hopes & expectations. On friends, self,,,, anything.

34. Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?

AROUND THE WORLD TOUR. I would want a double tix, just so I dont travel alone (:
35. What does the sweetest text in your inbox say?
Er, I am not supposed to say right -.-

36. If it's the end of the world, what would be your last wish?

To live for another 30 days,
37. If you're being extremely quiet, what does it mean?

Something's wrong with me ):

38. Do you bump into someone's arm if you want to hold their hand?

Nah. I wanna watch "Crash"

39. Would you ever steal someone else's boyfriend or girlfriend?

Nah.
40. Are you a crazy stalker?
Nah

Tuesday, July 01, 2008
Text msg memory over 95%

DATE: 17th July.
WHAT? Prize Presentation of chinese film! :D
Who? YOUUUUU (:
If you end school early, please come to support. Esp. if you are friend of ck/sanpeng or the crew!

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Yes, I like
Signal Fire by snow patrol. Ever since spiderman movie was out :)

Today @ MGS was good. I didn't miss the subsidised bus. Yay. The bus which is supposed to fetch us to MGS from school never arrived, therefore approx 30 of us took cab.
And drawing on Ching's cast is cool. Hope you recover from your fracture soon :D MGS canteen has good food - peach mochi and baked potato. And I also realised, clarissa has a rlly big stomach. She ate breakfast, hashbrow, spagg noodles, wedges and a ice cream? LOL. I was highly amused.

Anyways, playing of captain ball & stuffs was fun. Managing primary school kids are hard, they are not 5 years old. T____T There's some ostracized ones, but somewhat there's nothing much that we can do to help. Sense of accomplishment overwhelmed when we garnered +ve response :)

After school was alright. I reached school. Spammed call Mr J. Lim. When he finally picked up the phone, he just hung up the call even before i can finish my line. He has got meeting you see ): Was abit pissed, but figured that Mr Lim was still good as he still took the trouble to pass me the stuffs that I need in midst of a meeting. I'm sorry! (but it's urgent alright, although it's 2nd day alrdy, I hope we made it in time to register to the sides and greeen denmark award) Then, I was really irritated by jenfi. I tried calling her name to stop her while chasing her from the back. I needed to talk to her.
She just keep walking non-stop despite my irritating calls... Then when she finally stopped, I just kept blabbering to ask some question and yet she answered in a nonchalant manner. I didn't exactly got to say things properly that way ):

However, things were fine anyways lah (: I wasn't angry/stressed or what, just a lil' irritated with (jen) -_- Then, I went home with Mae :D

Alright. My face is clean and clear now. I have to start on IDMI survey results! (thanks log. pple for sharing the load (: Also, waiting for cip updates.

85% of this post is about work. How no life ):

"
The time to stop talking is when the other person nods his head affirmatively but says nothing."
-Henry S. Haskins

& How true is that?