Sunday, August 31, 2008
my one and only santa
damn, i screwed it again.
lesssser?
& be careful of what you say, they have mighty ability to transform into smth much greater than mere purpose of words and speech. i've learnt abit more, but not enough.
thanks friends. thanks santa claus. thanks for the lesson.
live high, live mighty, live righteously.
jason mraz, you have to teach me! Lol.
lesssser?
& be careful of what you say, they have mighty ability to transform into smth much greater than mere purpose of words and speech. i've learnt abit more, but not enough.
thanks friends. thanks santa claus. thanks for the lesson.
live high, live mighty, live righteously.
jason mraz, you have to teach me! Lol.
resonance of.....
This is why! :D
I LIKE ZHANGXIN LEH.
the man who cant be moved.
"Got some words on cardboard got your picture in my hand,
Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am,
Some try to hand me money they don't understand,
I'm not... broke I'm just a broken hearted man,
I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do,
How can I move on when I've been in love with you...
Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'd come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street."
Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am,
Some try to hand me money they don't understand,
I'm not... broke I'm just a broken hearted man,
I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do,
How can I move on when I've been in love with you...
Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'd come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street."
Policeman says son you can't stay here,
I said there's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year,
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows,
I said there's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year,
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows,
some days of fun
it sounds like a fun idea, to do selective blogging right?
Like, you just blog the happier stuffs and leave out the rest to be dumped somewhere else.
It's a hard thing, cus' the dump overflows.
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(somethings are left better, unsaid.)
Oh, I have a life (:
Like, you just blog the happier stuffs and leave out the rest to be dumped somewhere else.
It's a hard thing, cus' the dump overflows.
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(somethings are left better, unsaid.)
Oh, I have a life (:
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Let's talk about awhile ago.
The day before teacher's day was a date with fair cassy :D
We bought stuffs. Met people. It was cool kay! Plussss Ajisen is damn good.
Blur cassy almost walked into the gents.!
messy w0rhx.
zilian w0rhx.
tired w0rhx.
Laptop and heavy bags killed us. However, our spirits were still fairly high. We camwhored and neoprinted! (;
spastic w0rhx.
Teachers' day this year, was abit different. Cassy, Cherise and I sang in the staffroom. LOL :D I know you guys havent tried. But it's damn cool. Only with crazy people like cass and cher, then you will get to sing in front of sau, shishi and a couple of others!
sau <3
ek, the one who claims that i have ugly fringe. lol
3L :D
Justie received zinc present :D
Oh, and today is his birthday!
Happy birthday JustieT, my lurbedurvey jie mei! <3
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Then, met up with p.sch mates! It was a new experience! There was a TV crew. They approached us and filmed us as we wished Mr Konggggg, a superb tcher's day! We had a mini lesson with kong. It's a time, to misssss the days.
kong (;
3 of us :D
6A05
Settler's cafe is damn gooood <3
<3 Cheryl
I can't appreciate chinese dance for nuts ):
But I was really happy to meet clarie and cheriseeeeee! :D
Eric&JM came also. So along with jiayu and a few others, we went to subway after the concert. It was good time with 6A. Sheeesh.
lol my ugly character
lol he got a free piercing! :x
Comex was good. Went with Hui, Zenn and TJ. Met Mervin, Sean and Packston. LOL. (if you get what i mean) Lol. Oh Yeah. Then went to watch electrico perform @ clarke quay area for about 5 mins. They aren't as bad as most think they are D:
zenn& crowd :d
(the drummer's standing)
Ate @ somewhere near esplanade with the gang.! It's the first time, I don't feel safe as three peoplez walk me home. It's like, insane people waving sg flag as they walk.
I shall go home earlier alrdy.
It's been a tired week. Tada,
Continuing to rest, to go a longer way ;)
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
love you all much
Yay :D For the first time, I read chain mail after sooooo long. And it's from Loh.!
Anyways friday going to watch concert (rejoice, i are meeting clar and cherise!) and jianming is going w0w me and electrify me with his charming coat. I am looking forward leh!
It has been a good weekend with Movie.
I wanna go Jolene's Chalet ):
Friends make so much sense now :}
THURSDAY IS SHOPPING <3
Till then, I will still not be stress-free. -.-
Friends out there, I careee
:D
:D
Anyways friday going to watch concert (rejoice, i are meeting clar and cherise!) and jianming is going w0w me and electrify me with his charming coat. I am looking forward leh!
It has been a good weekend with Movie.
I wanna go Jolene's Chalet ):
Friends make so much sense now :}
THURSDAY IS SHOPPING <3
Till then, I will still not be stress-free. -.-
Monday, August 25, 2008
Choices
“When it snows, you have two choices: shovel or make snow angels”
Yeah. I believe, problems are there to show if you're weaker or not. If you win over it, you've proven yourself to be greater.
Problem sinks in, you emerge as a hero if you go into solving/doing it.
Problem sinks in, you emerge as a loser if you just complain and complain.
Attitude (over) preference
Attitude is choice.
Attitude is drive.
Attitude is motivation.
Dont you get it?
I might have failed, a zillion times in life thus far. I think I've emerged as a loser and failure. But hopefully this time, it'll be different.
From now on,
Monday, 23rd Aug 2008, 7.45 pm.
Shi Min Aims to be complain-free.
I just regretted a complain. It might be a vent for me, but it might form as a burden and stress for someone else.
How'd I realise that?
- Because I saw such happening from out of the frame.
Yeah. I believe, problems are there to show if you're weaker or not. If you win over it, you've proven yourself to be greater.
Problem sinks in, you emerge as a hero if you go into solving/doing it.
Problem sinks in, you emerge as a loser if you just complain and complain.
Attitude (over) preference
Attitude is choice.
Attitude is drive.
Attitude is motivation.
Dont you get it?
I might have failed, a zillion times in life thus far. I think I've emerged as a loser and failure. But hopefully this time, it'll be different.
From now on,
Monday, 23rd Aug 2008, 7.45 pm.
Shi Min Aims to be complain-free.
I just regretted a complain. It might be a vent for me, but it might form as a burden and stress for someone else.
How'd I realise that?
- Because I saw such happening from out of the frame.
Thursday, August 21, 2008
zilian
(blink, LOL)
sometimes i wonder, if i am overly dumb to be so blunt.
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i am not emotional, just reflective.
just ask jane/cas/huimin how i high i was in school.
singing incywincyspider song, freaking jane out @ the door, amazing huimin with my continuous scary laughter.
school is good without work :d
Go justin's blog. it's damn hilarious w0rhx! :d
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RICH SHIMIN IS HAPPY SHIMIN.
my daddy just gave me 50$ :D
:D:D:D:D:D:D::D:D:D:Dmy daddy just gave me 50$ :D
Off to physics!
Monday, August 18, 2008
seeking some shelter, seeking some warmth
(for people who cares)
why rely on others, when we have the choice to make a difference?
why put our happiness in others hands?
no, i am not trying to say that we should not be happy cause of others. but in need of times, we should not let others affect ourselves. it's different, right?
in times of need, we need a sense of belonging, we create a home.
in times of need, we need some attention and concern, we have a family.
in times of need, we need some activity to occupy us, we kill time.
does that mean that when we are not in need of time, we dont need the sense of belonging, attention, concern or activity anymore, we abandon our home and family?
if you understand what i am trying to say right here, i just hope you will not feel bad about it when things are starting to change. because i am sure, some people inside remains the same.
they will still be there when you crumble and fall.
they will still be there to hear your cry/complain/grumbles.
they will not leave you out, just because you feel bad about the whole thing.
while you're trying to seek some happiness innit, we are too.
if your strong and passionate desire just moved you, to motivate you to leave us.
you're not wrong, we'll support you and not stop you by any means.
if you leave because you see no point in us,
you're not wrong, maybe we have failed you in many ways.
however, if the sky falls. i think i will still be right here.
here to turn stronger as my roots extend further in the ground.
here to turn bigger, so i can shelter people i care.
here to turn more tolerant so i fit to you, my friend, as perfectly as we can come together.
if i fail in between, (hahah, let's not assume this ;x)
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LA FILM FINALLY DONE (:
All's well.
Hmm, maybe not. I havent touched my bag since friday.
Dead? Yeah probably.
Went for chalet, edited film the whole day and to have my comp crash on me :x disgusting experience i tell you.
(sry pple for daoing msges, & not coming online etc etc. i was really focusing on film&stuffs)
i need a breather.
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HELLOXGOODBYE.
(to share with you, my source to living)\
:D
Cheer up! We will make it through. (teehees)
(to share with you, my source to living)\
:D
Cheer up! We will make it through. (teehees)
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
I'm incomplete.
Saw Mae's personal msg.
I started to listen to mcr again.
It's Awww!
I'm not afraid to keep on living. {: famous last wordssssss
Disenchanted was one of my top fav last time. (:
If lying is the only way, I'll do it. Or maybe there's room to allow things to happen.
I started to listen to mcr again.
It's Awww!
I'm not afraid to keep on living. {: famous last wordssssss
Disenchanted was one of my top fav last time. (:
Anyways STORYBOARD FINISHED!
I am super happy.
Hmm, now i have one more mission to embark on.
I am super happy.
Hmm, now i have one more mission to embark on.
If lying is the only way, I'll do it. Or maybe there's room to allow things to happen.
Monday, August 11, 2008
life and death.
It's 10 August today.
One of the days in my life, I feel so drained. It empties me, from inside out.
Contemplating over the fact,
why is life so fragile?
why does death recurs so naturally?
why can't we do something else, instead of crying?
why does the feeling of guilt and nostalgia haunts me even though it's been years alrdy?
why am i so lousy and useless, to be laughed at?
why?
some things are meant, not to be said. and that signify a whole lot of misunderstandings that will not be cleared. you can't give truthful and good reason as to why you suddenly, back out from something.
Seeking escapades, ain't as easy as you think. you get thorns poking you from the inside if you're weak enough.
Things, are often kept to oneself. left unsaid. It pricks to know that you're going it through this painful stage alone and not sharing it. Am i too dependent? am i too heavy to cast further burdens on you? i feel like collapsing. hope you will just be right there, to hold onto me, dear god.
Is sorry, all that I can say afterall?
I dislike my incompetency, inability to handle stress and failure to control emotions.
god, you'll help me right?
fuck, this has got to be one of the worst this year. my soul is overly weary for this complex world.
[They said I am a glass, which breaks. I refuse.]
One of the days in my life, I feel so drained. It empties me, from inside out.
Contemplating over the fact,
why is life so fragile?
why does death recurs so naturally?
why can't we do something else, instead of crying?
why does the feeling of guilt and nostalgia haunts me even though it's been years alrdy?
why am i so lousy and useless, to be laughed at?
why?
some things are meant, not to be said. and that signify a whole lot of misunderstandings that will not be cleared. you can't give truthful and good reason as to why you suddenly, back out from something.
Seeking escapades, ain't as easy as you think. you get thorns poking you from the inside if you're weak enough.
Things, are often kept to oneself. left unsaid. It pricks to know that you're going it through this painful stage alone and not sharing it. Am i too dependent? am i too heavy to cast further burdens on you? i feel like collapsing. hope you will just be right there, to hold onto me, dear god.
Is sorry, all that I can say afterall?
I dislike my incompetency, inability to handle stress and failure to control emotions.
god, you'll help me right?
fuck, this has got to be one of the worst this year. my soul is overly weary for this complex world.
[They said I am a glass, which breaks. I refuse.]
Labels: heartstring
Sunday, August 10, 2008
Sorry Yuherng, Bin and Jinkai ):
Sorry all.
Today, I am totally drained and shagged.
I wish my granddaddy would understand why.
I'm sorry.
Sorry all.
Today, I am totally drained and shagged.
I wish my granddaddy would understand why.
I'm sorry.
Thursday, August 07, 2008
Looking back into the ridiculous past,
I learnt how lame I was back in Sec 1.
Stupid reasons for such:
Maybe I still am, how?
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Good stuffs:
1.
Maths Test - 18/30
Lol It's the best i've gotten this year :D
You gotta, believe me! 60% is my best.
2.
Tomorrow is fun run
3.
Filming was fun today. Szewing was damn cute. Hope to seeee the video soon.
4.
Tomorrow I will get to enjoy duriansss! :D Aren't you jealous?
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Starbucks caused me to forget all about my red shirt.
Hmm, What a day. Tmrw how?
Stupid reasons for such:
Rocks = Rox
You = U
Don't = Dun
Whatever = Wadeva
(Urghz, I was a typical twit, who blogs with no substance.)You = U
Don't = Dun
Whatever = Wadeva
Maybe I still am, how?
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Good stuffs:
1.
Maths Test - 18/30
Lol It's the best i've gotten this year :D
You gotta, believe me! 60% is my best.
2.
Tomorrow is fun run
3.
Filming was fun today. Szewing was damn cute. Hope to seeee the video soon.
4.
Tomorrow I will get to enjoy duriansss! :D Aren't you jealous?
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Starbucks caused me to forget all about my red shirt.
Hmm, What a day. Tmrw how?
Tuesday, August 05, 2008
cas so shy :D
janeyz+clarrie!
hwee!
Lol, these 3 people made my day today O.o
symposium was basically uh, a waste of time.
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Tag Replies;;
i cant keep secrets O:
YanKai: Shimin plx.! :D
JM: D:
Hwee: Hey, dont okay! ZX just pwned me again. ):
Bin: She buy alrdy! :D :D HSM FTWWW! LOL. Omg leh. you renting le?!?!
Monday, August 04, 2008
second chance?
(tonight - fm static)
it was a nice song.
Sunday, August 03, 2008
subsided already?
little did i expect it to subside that quickly. but it's good, ain't it? through it i realise more stuffs. Quoting Jian Ming, " I can see everything clearly", more clearly. Thanksz for being there when i needed support, direction and help.
Thanks senior, min, just, jane.
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+ Zhangxin's jokes do surprise me pleasantly everytime :D
Today I received a new one, i replied a lil too late cus i oversleep. Else I would be fooled, again
It goes like this,
1st sms ;
"Oh my god ijust saw this news on yahoo.. studies have shown that for every 500 msg you send /receive, you are receiving enough radiation to shorten your life span by 1 year. shit i think i am dying liao"
2nd sms ;
"and also, on yahoo news... studies have shown that anyone who believed the previous msg have negative iq"
Thankz Zhangie!
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Happy birthday Jianming! :D
15 alrdy w0rhx. cyaz budddy!~
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Hui Min must hang on! hahah Stayover @ my hse was horrible i know ):
& cherise plx dont kill me. clar is too good to be only yours! hahaa.
"love speaks not through words, but feelings" LOL.
wrongs words, wrong time.
The guysz on racial harmony! (:
Yankai+Lawyer can dance! :D
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Miss the sea breeze.
Miss the streets
Miss the grass.
Sigh, It;s so packed now.
LA film sucks. Njrc fine so far. Floppy test.
Tsk, askdjalksmxa.
revelations are disgusting. Just deleted a whole chunk of shit which i've typed.
g'bye.
Tag Replies;;
Justin: Jenfee sent me that! :d My best mail ever, left me o_o?
Bear: LOL Bear's high, tjf is not cute T____T thank god she left it blank. I dont wanna know the reply :x it's regarding cip anyways.
Yuherng: Yeah Si Min's my new name T____T despite countless corrections.....
Lester: Lol @ Lester. You evil pok.
Jing Wen: Jf indeed imba! Lol :D
Khoon Hwa: Uh, you are? I do not know anyone by name of khoonhwa. Hi -uh- anyways.
Jane: GF?! LOL Are you kidding me.
ct: Hahahah Yess! unexpectedly shithaksljdaaskjdlaz; :D