Monday, August 18, 2008
seeking some shelter, seeking some warmth
(for people who cares)
why rely on others, when we have the choice to make a difference?
why put our happiness in others hands?
no, i am not trying to say that we should not be happy cause of others. but in need of times, we should not let others affect ourselves. it's different, right?
in times of need, we need a sense of belonging, we create a home.
in times of need, we need some attention and concern, we have a family.
in times of need, we need some activity to occupy us, we kill time.
does that mean that when we are not in need of time, we dont need the sense of belonging, attention, concern or activity anymore, we abandon our home and family?
if you understand what i am trying to say right here, i just hope you will not feel bad about it when things are starting to change. because i am sure, some people inside remains the same.
they will still be there when you crumble and fall.
they will still be there to hear your cry/complain/grumbles.
they will not leave you out, just because you feel bad about the whole thing.
while you're trying to seek some happiness innit, we are too.
if your strong and passionate desire just moved you, to motivate you to leave us.
you're not wrong, we'll support you and not stop you by any means.
if you leave because you see no point in us,
you're not wrong, maybe we have failed you in many ways.
however, if the sky falls. i think i will still be right here.
here to turn stronger as my roots extend further in the ground.
here to turn bigger, so i can shelter people i care.
here to turn more tolerant so i fit to you, my friend, as perfectly as we can come together.
if i fail in between, (hahah, let's not assume this ;x)
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LA FILM FINALLY DONE (:
All's well.
Hmm, maybe not. I havent touched my bag since friday.
Dead? Yeah probably.
Went for chalet, edited film the whole day and to have my comp crash on me :x disgusting experience i tell you.
(sry pple for daoing msges, & not coming online etc etc. i was really focusing on film&stuffs)
i need a breather.
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